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My little ferret has cancer, my ex is bringing them over so I can spend time with them and give them huggies

Soooo I got dumped today! No good! BUT then I listened to monkey and bear and thought "gee, at least I'm not Ursula".

I think I will lose my job soon, I know I shouldn't take it personally but I just feel like I've failed, it's so hard to compete, I wonder if I should give up completely.

oh shit, in an other hand you ever told you want to change. I'm sure it's only due to the crisis not your skills. And it's not failing it's a rebound time !

Thanks milki you are so right as always thanks girly xxx

Hold your horses back from the fickle dawn
(even to this day, it's an awfully real gun)

one of my belgian ex is producing a long movie in my city of Strasbourg (did i mentioned he won the short movie prize at the Cannes festival ??? holy bastard) The set manager is looking for technicians. Work will be paid. I'm working in the cloth shop til 21 of october, the shooting ending the 19....it's the first time in 5 years i could obtain a decent job in my industry, and i'm not free. If i dismiss i loose approx 5000€ of ending bonus and unemployment help. It's soo unfair. And most of it, WHAT THE FUCK HE S DOING HERE !!! i live in the middle of nowhere !!!!

i forgot to mentionned that i ask for a state help one month ago from the National Cinema Centre, my dearest fucking president is cutting 100 millions € to this administration, i had 2% chance to won this prestigeous help, now it's clearly 0 to 0 to 0

please give me bombs

My first nephew is being born today which would be a lovely thing if not for the fact that his parents are terrible people. It is the most bizarre thing in the world to grow up with a little brother who is kind, giving, compassionate and easy-going and end up with an adult brother who is rude, selfish, careless and high-maintenance.

His wife is in labor but it's a "secret." They only told my mom so she'd feed their dog. My mom's not allowed to come to the hospital. Nor is she allowed any updates. Family is so important to me. It breaks my heart that a little boy is being born, the first baby out of my siblings, and I won't get to know him.

I'm sorry Ann. That is weird. I can understand not wanting people at the hospital. PEOPLE.... but not your own mother! Is it the wife? And no updates? Why?

I have no idea. My mom's been really good to them, and they just treat her like dirt. She wasn't even requesting to be in the actual room, she just wanted to be nearby to support my brother when his very first baby was being born. They're pretty young too -- 20 and 21, so I mean, I dunno, you'd think they'd want all the family support they can get. They're just strangely controlling. I got one picture of the baby (who is actually a girl, info got messed up down the line which is what happens when everything is a huge secret) a day after she was born from my brother. I thought people were normally thrilled about babies and wanting to show them off! I had to ask her name and they gave me no other info. I wanna know more, but they don't want anyone "bugging" them. Blah. I want to be an aunt!

Don't abuse prescription medicine, guys.

I got fired.

had a gigantic awful argue with one of my best friend, she told me "i dont want to hear about you anymore", FB defriend me (which is kind immature). I know that this one was the too much one. My heart is broken, i feel so bad, my stomach, my head, my heart hurt as hell. Nobody's in my town know her as she's living in Belgium, have no one to speak about it...seems i lost one of my closest friend.

Stupid underground bastards, can't get to work

do you live in Paris ?

London unfortunately :p
We have strikes going on. I do understand why they are doing it, lots of redundancies. It just takes an extra hour to get in blast