¤ milky moon ¤

No bull!

I've been thinking about everything I've learned since leaving my relationship. I honestly feel I'm directly paying for the mistakes I've made for the first time. Don't know if thus really belongs here, as I don't really regret the things I've done as such. I would've just blindly gone through life making the same mistakes in ignorance. Like my lack of loyalty.
Also the things I say, I can say the most poisonous things and never before did I think that would lead to the recipient never talking to me again. Especially my ex. I think its easy to take a relationship for granted when its always been there.
Not just him, I've said awful things to people I love, can't take them back now. Just have to hope I can move on and learn something for the next opportunity (if I get one again)


Back to the safety oh work. Ahhhh work

sounds like u learning queenie....never stop

Thanks Dwain, I'm having a real inner journey, you'd be so proud! :p

Six weeks before I move out of st Louis I finally make some meaningful friendships.

good luck bear!

Where is Milki? Don't make me find you and spank your hand girly.

Work is all messed up right now, I'm getting lots of hatred for things I have no control over

I have a cold.

am here just passed through a tough period and prefered to stay alone a little bit.
i'm really sad to not had the opportunity to see ursula bear in paris...so close it makes me angry, furthermore i was in da place one week before. Stay safe at home.

Milki

Awe that Sucks! You must come to the us!

i plan to come next year as my best friend moves to boston to NY

I will be on the other coast though

ok tell me you DON'T want to meet me

no I do i do!

i heard that transamerica lines are quite cheap, and i really want to see san francisco, maybe LA, i've to see how many money i can save for such trip

Aww my poor mum has measles

Weh, don't know if this constitutes as sucky, but tomorrow is my first appointment with a psychiatrist ever. Something I should have done a very very long time ago.

Nervous? I don't know what to expect.

Maybe I'll just be medicated to the point of feeling hollow.

Ceb: If that's how you end up feeling, you'll be on the wrong medication. There's nothing to be nervous about - it's just like going to the doctor for anything else!

I'm being dramatic of course... I've had Adderall before and I didn't feel ill or numb or anything. It really helps, actually.

I'm.. I'm sure it'll be okay! I'll try to calm myself down.